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Mindy McCready Says Bad Relationships Fueled Addictions

Mindy McCready, fresh from a stint on the hit VH-1 series Celebrity Rehab, with recovery guru Dr. Drew Pinsky, is speaking out about her addiction and recovery, including revealing what has been the most painful part of her lengthy struggle.

Addicted to both alcohol and prescription drugs, the singer says the substances were her way to escape. It was "about one bad relationship after another, whether it be a record company relationship or with a man," she explains on The View. "Starting out having a destructive relationship with my parents in my childhood ... when there would be some kind of crisis or some kind of painful thing would happen to me, it was readily available to go and drink too much."

Those painful times include two failed record label deals, a rumored ten-year affair with married Boston Red Sox player Roger Clemens (which allegedly began when Mindy was only 15 years old), an abusive ex-boyfriend, Billy McKnight (who was charged with attempted murder after a particularly violent attack), three suicide attempts and five separate arrests. But it was losing custody of her little boy, Zander, that became the wake-up call the troubled singer needed.

"I left Ft. Myers [Fla.], which is where I'm from, to go to jail, and my son was 15 months old when I left," she reveals. "Spending that first night away from him, it was the first night I had spent away from him, period. You had the 'aha' moment going, 'Here I am, how did I get here? Look who I was, and where's my baby?'"

While her son is now almost four years old and still not living with Mindy, the singer says she is working toward that goal. "My mom is watching him now. He has been in her care ... I think my mom is very good to him, and I do appreciate the fact that my mom and my stepfather have taken good care of him."

While on Celebrity Rehab, Mindy lived with other public figures dealing with substance issues, including Tom Sizemore, Heidi Fleiss and Dennis Rodman. But it was her friendship with actress Mackenzie Phillips that was the most fulfilling. "She was a huge help," Mindy says of the actress.

In addition to working on her recovery, Mindy is restarting her music career. She's releasing a new album, 'I'm Still Here,' next week, the title cut of which is available here.

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Larone Harden

I'm glad that Mindy's getting her life together. If Waylon, Johnny Cash and George Jones can do it, so can Mindy. Good Luck sweetie.

March 22 2010 at 8:29 PM Report abuse rate up rate down Reply
ishee92

Addiction can affect people in all walks of life. No one sets out to be addicted to booze or drugs, it kind of sneaks up on you without you really realizing it. Addiction recovery is a long hard battle, that can take years to win. It can destroy everything that's important to you. Don't judge someone that's addicted, because they aren't thinking or realizing whats happening to them.

March 22 2010 at 2:18 AM Report abuse rate up rate down Reply
melcole

its really sad that people don't have more control. just goes to show ya that famous people are just as screwed up as non famous people and they do really stupid stuff too...but yet the fans make them rich and famous no matter what they seem to do...
wow..

March 21 2010 at 4:29 AM Report abuse rate up rate down Reply
usfiredancing

Too bad Mindy McCready sold the threesome footage of her celeb rehab friend Kerri Ann with Rebecca Greyheart and Eric Dane. The video was stolen off of Kerri An's pc when KA was nice enough to let Mindy stay at her house while KA was at the celeb rehab-sober house>

So shady, you can never trust an addict in recovery or not. An addict will forever have skewed morals/values.

March 21 2010 at 12:04 AM Report abuse rate up rate down Reply
option1bil

The song is beautiful. Her voice is STILL beautiful. I hope she gets it all back together for her sake and her son.

March 20 2010 at 11:37 PM Report abuse rate up rate down Reply